I've always been a huge fan of quotes, as you can see with the post in regards towards the movie, Hitch. Quotes just, I don't know, draw me in, I guess is the best description for them. Basically, I like to use quotes to describe how I'm feeling/how I've felt in the past, and it's also good to know that other people have gone through the same thing as me, and to know that I'm not alone, and to also know that I'm not crazy for feeling that way. Whether they're funny/silly/cute/loving/sad/hurtful/depressing quotes. I just, I always find ones that help express my opinions towards certain topics. Even political quotes are fun to look for.

And it's not like I find them at the exact same time I feel that way. I could be extremely happy, and I'm sitting here, finding all these depressing and sad quotes, and copying and pasting them into an e-mail or a word document, or even an away message on AIM, and saving them. It just, it really depends on how the quote is written really, rather than defining the mood I'm in.

I used to have a thing on my Myspace called "quote of the day." Each day, I would sift through the endless quotes that I've saved, and pick one that might fight the mood that I'm in at that moment. But I ended up stopping that because I change moods too quickly, because things in my life change too quickly. For example, over the summer, I think I was in the most oddest state I've ever been in (to go into why is for a different post, on a different day). One minute I was happy, the next minute I was on the verge of tears, the next minute I was furious, and then I would go back to being happy again. Mainly due to certain people and events, but I realized that I can't have a quote of the day because of how easily my mood fluctuates. I would have to have a "quote of the mood" instead of a "quote of the day."

As I had planned, I'm going to share with you guys some of my favorite quotes, of which everyone can comment on if they wish to. Not as if you have to, as I honestly don't expect comments, though I do wish to thank Paige and Lizzie for leaving me comments on what they think of what I've posted. It does mean a lot to me that people actually care about what I say, lol. But, anyway, onto the quotes!

"I know what it's like to want to die. How it hurts to smile. How you try to fit in but you can't. How you hurt yourself on the outside to try to kill the thing on the inside."

"You know, there's too many buttons in the world. There's too many buttons and they're just- There's way too many just begging to be pressed,they're just begging to be pressed,you know? They're just - they're just begging to be pressed, and it makes me wonder, it really makes me fucking wonder, why doesn't anyone ever press mine? Why am I so neglected? Why doesn't anyone reach in and rip out the truth and tell me that I'm a fucking whore, or that my parents wish I were dead? "

"I wish I could give you what you're looking for, but I don't know what it is. There's a part of you that you keep closed off from everyone, including me. It's as if I'm not the one you're really with."

"Never give up on someone you can't go a day without thinking about."

"There's a difference between letting go and pretending you've forgotten."

"There are just certain things in life that are better off unknown; things you wish you never asked, never saw, never heard or never even felt."

"I've made mistakes in my life. I've let people take advantage of me, and I accepted way less than I deserve. But, I've learned from my bad choices and even though there are some things I can never get back and people who will never be sorry, I'll know better next time and I won't settle for anything less than I deserve."

"Sometimes no matter how much faith we have, we lose people. But you never forget them, and sometimes it's those memories that give you the faith to go on."

I could honestly go on for days and maybe even posts with as many quotes as I have saved, but these are honestly the ones that I've always loved the most. Well, not every single one that I've loved the most, but really the only ones I can find, or remember word for word.

I was honestly much too busy with work on Thanksgiving to really make a post towards who I want to thank and why I'm thankful to be here and everything else, but I honestly want to now. I never made one last year since even though I was forced away from Anna and Mommy when I needed them the most, I still managed to be with them on Thanksgiving. But now, even though I miss them like crazy, I know this is better for me. Anyway.

The first thing is, is that I am grateful for my family. Without them, I wouldn't be who I basically am today. I love everyone in my family, and if it wasn't for their support, I don't know how I would've gotten through this past year.

I'm also grateful for my friends, both the ones I have in real life (Martha, Samantha, Shey, Christina, Autumn, Taylor, Matty-Fatty, Matty, Jacob, Keith, Nicole at a point, Corey, James Aaron at one point), and the ones I've made online. I'm especially grateful for Drew. He's helped me through so much in the past year, and though we were on rocky terms before he left for the army, I still believe our friendship is strong, and no matter what, he'll always be a huge part of my life. Then there's Kelli. Since 2006, she's the only one that's stuck as my friend through everything that's happened (the mishap with Spencer, the mishap with Lyan and Cole, my car accident, all the fights I've had with Drew, two break-ups, the mishap with Mic, the mishap with Lee, the mishap with Wiki, and everything else that's happened at WF that I've told her about). I can honestly say that Kelli is my best girl friend online, and I'm so happy to be her friend. Then of course, there's everyone that I met through AOL (Lee, Travis, Mai-Mai, Ryan, Vampy, Mat, Carter, Jensen, Taytay, Mikey, AJ, Lindsey, Eddie, and Zach) and WF (Lizzie, Riddles, Grave, AK, David, Mark, Lithy, Gisele, Doodlez, Ted, Paige, Zackahkah, and Elle). They've also made a rather good impact on my life, and I'm extremely happy that I know all of them, no matter what we've gone through in the past.

Then there's Chris. I am so grateful and thankful that I met him. I love him with every part of my soul, and I honestly don't see what I did without knowing him. Of course we have our little snags and fights that almost every couple goes through, but I know we've made it through them stronger and wiser because of what's happened in the past. There are a few issues we do need to handle, but we're getting there. I just want him to know that I do honestly love him, and I don't want to stop.

The last person I'm going to be grateful for is Mic. Odd for me to put him in here, but I did want to mention to him how grateful I am to have met him. He's opened my eyes and shown me that I honestly should not trust every person that talks to me, and that mostly everyone does have a motive and that I should be picky with whom I give my heart out to. So thank you Mic, for being there to show me that. Lee should also be put in there as well.